Monday, October 30, 2006

elasticity


i've been keeping myself quite busy these days, what with all the n119 projects and my continuing education at FIP (and beyond. haha). i'll be making and reworking stuff for the bazaar while continuing my fabulous sewing projects. haha. i have my own projects at home, as well. aside from my style experiments, i also have my book. i'll be resuming work on BOOSTER. also have two new stories, one involving flowers and the other concerns an umbrella. heehee. hopefully, i can get myself into writing poetry again, the way i used to back in high school. i haven't written poems in a while since in-your-face essays and children's stories are more my thing.

yes, these are my "moving on" projects. i have no desire of denying anything that has happened. but i have made the important decision to swim out of this puddle i have created for myself. once i finish my story and illustration, i'm even gonna try to get a publishing house to actually make them! *crosses fingers* i'm going back to the choir too. i'm gonna start attending practices again. i'm trying to install a bible for my palm so i can really get into reading it. i'm also doing things for my family now...fixing their stuff, joining them in absurd family activities i usually miss out on during schooldays. as usual, i'm gonna try to read as many novels as i can and watch all the movies that i want. cinemanila's coming...if i had the budget for it, i'd watch everyday. heehee. but just watching Insiang will be fine with me. if i can hack it, one movie a day would be great.

you may call it whatever you want. but i have termed this elasticity. i'm bouncing back...snappy huh? :) i am not just returning to who i was/am, but trying to become the person i want to be. i realized that i had let go of almost every thing that made me happy...for nothing. i may have missed out but hey, it's never too late. so here i am plastering all my posessions with my list of goals and priorities. honestly, my bed at the dorm looks like a giant yellow post-it! haha.

so here i am, doing my best to become a human superwoman, if you get what i mean. perfectly imperfect.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

hey, my cousin is interested in your works. maybe you could show some to her. she either wants to buy some, sell some to her friends, or add it to the list of stuff she's gonna sell in her store (still in the planning stage). =) please do add me in your links http://shadesofblack.free1k.com thanks a lot kat! mwah mwah! more power to your creative stuff!

Beatriz said...

Goodluck, man! :) it's an inspiring way to move on. :)