why?!

did you know that men benefit from marriage more than women do?

and yet women are still crazy enough to get into this whole thing.  that really means something, doesn't it?

in other news:

i want to do a berber so bad! SOS. my boss semi-reprimanded me and my co-worker for not answering her text messages yesterday (Sunday).  first, i didn't do that on purpose; i just hadn't realized that my work phone died on me already and only got to charge it late at night.  second, it's a freakin Sunday and we had absolutely no agreement whatsoever that i would be asked to work on a weekend so it shouldn't have mattered anyway, right?  i can't answer to their every beck and call. third, this isn't the project that i'm supposed to be working on and the project that did hire me hasn't paid me for over a month now.  now tell me, am i still obliged to work as a research slave here? technically speaking, am i allowed to break my contract, given that they aren't sticking to their side of it either? opinions most welcome :D

sorry for the ranting.

i think doing something just to get over with it is perhaps the worst way to waste one's time.  you're much beter off daydreaming about siberian huskies and golden retrievers, or singing along to a karaoke machine, or even clipping your nails.  at least they're much more satisying. or useful.

i don't know how i'm supposed to keep going, especially when the only motivation i have for working is so that i can finish it and get out of this situation asap.  i know i should still do my best--i gave my word and breaking it would wreak havoc (is this an exaggeration?) on my boss, colleagues, and the project.

"Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart, as working for the Lord, not for men..."  --Colossians 3:23

rebel heart

this sounds like a good song to walk down the aisle to...

ambisyosa ba ko?!?! hahah. blame it on the wedding planning, as well as a series of chats with a friend about love and our ideals.

Erik Erikson was right.

sinusuyod ang laro

i have developed a recent LSS with Imago's Sundo and, even though i have been told countless times how very high school it is, i will admit that i can relate...

last Sunday, during Halloween Karaoke night with some friends, the issue of the game came up.  and i realized, i don't want to play the game or have anything to do with it, even if it's practically a norm now.  that's just not how i want to do things. 

sometimes we have to be adults.